Is seventeen so far away from here?

At twenty-one I live a different life

I never dreamed I could

And as I pick up pieces

Two men entered and I thought I was dreaming.

I heard the sounds of what were laughter.

And expected the door to slam off the hinges.

The dark

Tied off quick, looked around, plunge it in, pull it out. I have found a fast solution to the pain.

Painted walls, melt away, am I a ghost? Decide to stay. I am shooting my solution

I preyed on human nature.

I took this innocence alive.

I prayed through the allegations.

Deliver

Fifteen I'm strung out

once again and kicked out

I think well I'm on my own,

I'm on my own now,

sixteen and I said goodbye

to those

Son of lies, son of lies inside my heart.

Whoa, Whoa.

Son of lies, you're the son of lies tear us apart.

Whoa, Whoa.

Sing my darling crystalline

Lying face down, lying face down, in the gutter now, so damn proud.

Well I know, I know, I know,

Your pretty face disguised

in a veil of fear

drip with tears

as I gave you one last

kiss before the fall (before

I got your letter, read that mom was gone

(Mom was gone)

I never thought that dad would ever lose his mind

(Lose his mind)

I haven't slept it seems like

This open letter read,

"I'm gone on holiday"

Started off as a secret headline.

"The king has passed away"

Goodbye