Gouge out my eyes / pestilence

lack of love binds / propagate / the strife you desire

keep me from forced self depiction / abhorate

self assured I am no more

But I adore her

this will never happen

but I adore HER

this will NEVER happen

over my DEAD body

of course

Sever your relation to those who are dependent on

breathing the obvious in it only turns your lips blue.

Turns your lips blue.

Unfastens

Another day passes by.

Another attempt at love remains unrequited.

Why do I even bother?

I should have learned from the past.

I am but a statue,

Dear sweetie

Here I come with another Hey what's happening

Listen to me

Listen

Could I end my life with a knife shaped of problems

sweet satisfaction of a night sky with horns

a papercut

I want to become what I must

So I can tunnel through the ocean waves to you

I'm on my way now to you

The same thought

you say I need you

but how about the DEMONS in my head

I'm sure you don't miss them

cup my ears over and over when you speak

and I can't believe

I've left my mark, I've made my statement.

I won't go unnoticed past this day.

My personal

Sit across from you, why are we even here?

There is no way to make up for the years.

I love