I'm just a step away

I'm just a breath away

Losin' my faith today

(Fallin' off the edge today)

I am just

Am I a man who knows how to love

When you hate what you fear the most

I'll wash your feet as you spit

Looking on the sad times, the guilt and all the shame

I have learned to submit my existing hurts and pains

All the grief I've learned to set aside

'Cause

I lie here paralytic

Inside this soul

Screaming for you till my throat is numb

I wanna break out I need a way out

I don't believe that it's gotta be this way

The worst

Jesus pure truth

Recollect my mind (ya-di-da-da-da)

Hurt that I push down

Shows my anger why

I can't

I'm sitting with my heart out on the table

I'm doing a face to face with God

He picked up my heat

I'm everything you've wanted

I am the one who's haunting you

I am the eyes inside of you

Stare back at you

There's nothing left to lose

There's nothing

You come to me with scars on your wrist

You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this

I just came to say goodbye

I didn't want you to see me cry,

And the future's robbing my soul

I'm face to face with my futility

And my life is slipping away

Inhaling my mortality

I'm a beep, I'm a vapor

I'm just

You take my rights away

You take control, No stopping You

You take my rights away

I can take it

See me let it go

You are in control

Suffer as we grow

And we say - we say we don't