So why the sudden change

and what's this all about?

I know they speak your name,

but where's the sound

It's two O'Clock and I was sleeping, but I'm not feeling great.

I took some pills to help my thinking, but now I'm thinking worse.

Well I was hoping

My heart woke up my head like a thunderstorm; a place where I can barely stand.

I spent a winter without my air, but now I feel

I drank the weekend to the ground, and you're in my arms.

I kept my feelings to myself, and you weren't wearing much at all.

It wasn't

If you could only keep me alive,

I swear that somehow we could find this way to change my life

and help me sing this

Because the rain it hit this

In the back of my mind,

well I fought my god

cause all of the hell that's in my time.

But I can still see the birds

and where

I gave my things away.

I called the people that I only see on holidays.

This next year's gonna burn

I can't stop thinking about the words that you once said,

like I better stop my breathing before I stop believing

I felt inable,

I was lying on my side

in the same clothes from the very last night.

I wanna pray that I'm doing everything right.

I saw my mom die for the very

I stayed awake just long enough to see you.

Remember Winnipeg?

And feeling simpler back then?

I took a week off from a bat of flu.

It was a Saturday